It's been a long time since I wrote something here and it's 1:46 AM right now, but sometimes, you just feel the need of writing in the middle of the night.
I remember in the beginning of this year, I was dealing with my depression and the world seemed like a dark place without hope. I was dealing with it for over a year but I think I can finally say, I'm myself again and I'm fucking proud of me. There are so many things I achieved in these few months. I kicked my demons in their ass, went to Disneyland Paris and had literally the best time, cut toxic people out of my life, after years of insecurity and self doubts, I finally outed myself as a lesbian and started the best apprenticeship I could have ever wished for. I'm living my life, having fun and have people around me who support and love me. I also gained a lot of confidence and my thanatophobia got so much better that I can finally enjoy my life again like I'm supposed to.
I'm so thankful for everyone and everything that helped me in this hard time of my life. The future is bright and I'm positive that someday, I will find it, the rainbow connection. ♡ (Also rainbow because I'm gay, get it? Hahaha sorry)
Quote of the day: Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection. The lovers, the dreamers and me. -Kermit